Anxiety.

heyy~

I just don't how to express myself right now. All things keep push me the hard lately. I don't know with who can i tell about everything. I need help guys. Lately, i keep being anxiety and depress about everything about my life. All things just don't go to the way i want. Where the hell i can relieve my stress? i had to do something about these things before its affect my life completely. Life just too hard guys and i'm tired with all this bullshit. :l

Aku rasa nak mati. :)

Yeah. Macam biasa. Aku HAMPA lgi. Terima Kasih. Aku rasa nak mati jak. Maktab tak dpt. Uitm komfom aku tak lepas. Then SPA8 lgi mnghampakan aku. Aku rasa nak terjun jak dari Eastern Plaza tu. LOL. Sekarang. Last choice yang aku ada cuma Form 6. Oh God. Tolonglah. I'm dying now. :(

Saya enjoy hidup saya!

Well. Hari ni. Aku enjoy blast kereta si Nelson Gerald Chow. Then malamnya. Aku spend masa aku ngan si dia. Tpi aku bawa juga si 2 Merpati sejoli ne. Yg si laki mw pi men futsal. jdi tpksa la blah awal. Kalau ndaa , berkurun aku di kedai tu. Haha. Result? Biarpun result ku sedikit kecewakan aku. Tpi apa boleh buat kan. Dah takdir. Usaha ku smpi situ jak. Tkpe. Nnt aku push lgi buat yg terbaik. ♥

Penat? Hell Yeah.

Penat gila ni hari. Pagi2 lgi sudaa keluar pergi bandar. Ntah hape jer aku cari sbnarnya. Tdi time aku tgh lepak. Aku jumpa kawan lama. -Asyraf Sazali- Peh rambut dia. Mcm korea dah aku tgk. Rabu nanti dia QTI. Goodluck bro. HAHA. Aku doakan kw lulus jee. K ah. -Out-

I Need A life :l

Result oo Result.


Bila laa kau mahu keluar baaa. Saya bosan Tahap gaban sudaa ni. Macam tiada life jak aku di rumah ni. Duit mak bapak bagi. Sampai malu sudaah aku sama beliauku eeh. :P

Hi :D

HiHeHoHuHa :D

Akhirnya, ade jugak masa untuk aku update ni blog. :)

Secret Garden ♥

This is the first time i watching the Korean Drama. Since my Astro has been upgraded to Byond. Most of my time i spend on TV. =_=! I doesn't know how can I suddenly love this Korean. Either their movies, dramas and songs. But, when I switch my TV on midnight. I think it past 12 maybe. I change the channel to Korean Drama. Then, this drama is ON. Seriously~ I can't stop myself. xD

Thnks dude~

E.

Sorry if i done something wrong to you. Seriously, i felt guilty for what am i doin. Its was only a JOKE. But, you take it too seriously girl. You delete me from your FL. Nevermind. I knew your feeling. I just wanna know about you more. Then, all this happen. :l 

Hari Yang Indah Untuk Jiwa Yang Sepi.

Woots. Pagi-pagi lagi aku dah dengar lagu nie. Memang mengena laa juga kat hati nie. Lagu nie aku rasa dah bertahun lamanya. Aku punya hari yang indah dimana urusanku berjalan dengan lancar. Aku bersyukur sangat. Tpi entah kenapa jiwa ku sepi. Handphone ku yang sebelum ni sering berdering. Seakan-akan sunyi tanpa sms mahupun panggilan dari kawan-kawan aku. Seriously, bukan aku nak menjauhkan diri dari mereka. Tapi entah kenapa 2 - 3 hari ni. Mood tak kena kot. Biar apapun jadi. Korang tetap kawan aku. :D 

Mai :l

Firstly haku nak mintak maaf kat ko.
Haku tahu haku salah.
Sekarang benda tu datang balik kat haku.
Seriusly haku menyesal buat kau gitu dulu.
sorry. :l

habboing~

Haha. Dulu asal aku citer pasal habboing ne. Sume kawan-kawan haku ketawa jer. Smpi aku stop main ne benda. Tpi kemarin tetiba haku rasa nak main jer balik habbo nie. Best memang. Kemarin haku dapat kawan baru. Elena Hazli. Dier suke sangat buat "hakhak xD" . Best giler kawan ngan dier nie. Ader jer kteorang cter. Dier nie budak MRSM Batu Pahat. After haku visit dier punyer blog. Haku daah agak dah budak nie memang budak pandai. She's got SPC (Skim Pelajar Cemerlang) . Congrats elena! :)

today. :l

Dunia nak terbalik? Heck Yeah!

Aku sendiri tak tahu asal manusia zaman sekarang ni. Apa salah aku? Aku tidak kacau hidup kau. Aku TIDAK rampas kawan-kawan kau dari aku. Fine. Time kau susah. Aku kau cari. Time kau senang? Ada kau ingat kat aku ni? Yg menolong kau? Tolonglaah men. Sama-sama kita hidup. Hirup udara yang sama. Ada masalah kitaa boleh selesaikan cara baik baa kawan. Kau ckp jaaa. Apa yang kau tak puas hati kat aku nie. Aku sedia mendengar. Kau buat aku tak senang duduk. Please laa men. Aku ada banyak benda lgi nak kena fikir. Kau hanyaa mengusutkan otak aku ne.

Bff ♥

They always be my part of me. 

Knowing all of you is the best memory in my life.

All of us got our own direction in life rite?

I ♥ u guys! :)

Nelson Gerald Chow ♥

John Roy Patiung ♥

Muhammad Aliff Bin Harun ♥

Elly Julius ♥

Thanks for all of the memories Jahanam. :)

maimai. :)

maiimaai!

I miss u so much! Its been a very long time i didn't callin u with that name. Seriously. I miss each moment we tgether. I regret i leave u before. Its a mistake. I'm selfish! I didn't care with ur feeling. Sorry aite? Forgive me. :(

Nikon D7000

Ini laa DSLR yg ak inginkan! Harganyaa pun cukup mahal. Dekat Rm 5000. Mybe ak daa kerja bru dpt. Tkpaa dpt tgk gambar pun jadilaaaa. :) 

 Back (Nikon D7000)

 Front (Nikon D7000)

This is one of the picture that taken by this DSLR camera. Seriously, this camera is more better than Nikon D90. It has 39 Point AF-System that enables certain acquisition and tracking of the intended subject with 39 focus point. Its awesome! :)

Kucing Alim~

Comel gilerr nie kucing. Sepaa laa tuannya ne. Alim lgi. Harap-harap Tuan punya kucing niee pun alim mcm kucing dier. 

P/S : Insaf jugaa sekejap. Bila lagi kita nak perbaiki diri kitaa dan menuju jalan yg benar? :)

Need You ♥

I know its not your fault, but I’m? a locked door

Anytime I’m a mess by someone before
And I wish that I, I could find a key
To unlock all the things that you want us to be
Let me open up and start again,
But there’s a safe around my heart
I don’t know how to let you in,
And that’s what keeps us apart
And that’s why I need time.
I said I need you,
I need you to understand, you, you, you
I need you to understand, you, you, you

Call up the locksmith,
Tell him we need him quick
We’ve got a million keys,?
None of them seem to fit
While your on the phone,
Call up the clocksmith,
Cuz I could use some time,
Even the slightest bit

Let me open up and start again,
And break this safe around my heart
I don’t know how to let you in,
And that’s what keeps us apart
And that’s why I need time
I said I need you
I need you to understand, you, you, you
I need you to understand, you, you, you

I’m thinking now’s? the time,
Maybe its time to go, if I gave you my heart, be gentle,
I’m tired of laying low, lets give the world a show
And when you know, you know,
And when you know, you know, you know
And when you know, you know, you know, you know
And that’s why I need time

I said I need you,
I need you to understand, you, you, you (x2)
I need you to understand (x4)
I need you (x3)
I need you, you, you

I ♥ this song! c:

Jahanam~

MORNING~


Aisehmen. Jam 1 suaa. Pagi2 pi lepak sma 4 Jahanam. Si Nelsz kena jdi Komanderr. Kbanyakan budak di latihnyaa budak baru. Ksian jgaa la dia. Ini gambal2 yg smpat di snap. xD

 Si Loloy :P

 Si Alip :D

 Si Nelsz berbincang sma Loloy~ xD

Naa. Mw strt suaa drg. Wkwkwkw!

Kesian jgalaaa si Nelsz. Mngajar budak2 toee kawat. Hampir semua lupa cmna mw kawat. Termasuklaa Koman nyaaa. :D

Donee.

Its updated. soo tired liao! =___=!

heee~

LOL~ boring derrr.